I can feel the chill of the night on my face,
thick with echoes of the dark.
Quickly the voices fading into nothing
Cry to me through the clamour of meaninglessness...
Asking for a gift.
Mine is an isolated world
Those outside can never feel what drives me
Those I let in
I lose to the silence of my heart and mind.
Can you imagine my longing
the solitude I endure all these years
With no hope of salvation
How can I make you understand
That what I am shapes you
Without me, the balance of Eternity,
So carefully orchestrated by those
who do not understand it,
Would be nothing.
If I showed you the evil that I am
Could you bear its weight?
Would the peace I could bring lighten it?
IIs this what you want?
Close your eyes and look behind you.
See what is really staring out at you across a distance immeasurable.
Silently I wait, Carefully I take
That one precarious step that puts me over the threshold of your mind
and into reality....
Now open your eyes...
...and listen to your heartbeat...
...as the terror you have awakened...
Kisses you goodnight
For Eleni, Eternally - Misha